hello..... how is everyone doing....? well if you are doing good well thats GREAT but if your not then.....well its life what can you say.......:P but i guess we all can relate to the feeling of........too many things well its my oppinon so....... ether way if you think it then you belive it..... well this is weird..... i dont feel like my self.....i feel.....a big hole in my life.......because someone who i like (as a friend) hates me.....well i think she does cuss she hasnt been talkin to me....you know when you feel alone.....and bitter......and empty....down.......useless......and ALL at the same time you feel happy well thats what i feel..... right now lol ha ha ha ha..... in my heart iam falling apart.......on the out side.....i smile wit joy :P

hey.....umm.....how was everyone/s weekend.....? i really hope they were good........while mine was.....very funny.....but i couldnt sleep......those darn dreams......i think that.....everyone has a gift..... i mean personality wise..... but i guess its how you use it.....me.....i dont know what my gifts are...... but i dont think i want to know...... i dont know........ well anyway.....in the dream i am here in this baren waste land......then there is this girl......i have NO idea who she is.....then she comes and starts stabing hey.....umm.....how was everyone/s weekend.....? i really hope they were good........while mine was.....very funny.....but i couldnt sleep......those darn dreams......i think that.....everyone has a gift..... i mean personality wise..... but i guess its how you use it.....me.....i dont know what my gifts are...... but i dont think i want to know...... i dont know........ well anyway.....in the dream i am here in this baren waste land......then there is this girl......i have NO idea who she is.....then she comes and starts stabing.....i cant die but i feel the pain......it felt so real.....it was like your traped in a virtule dream.....and then i wake up....... but this other girl comes and then SHE starts stabing me too......now it hurts more..... but the thing is i know who it is too.....and its some one you all should know.....exept katlyn.......but um...... anyway but i cant sleep.....i know its only a freakin  dream but i cant.......well i dont feel like feeling the pain agian.....

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hey.....umm.....iam havin a problem....i wasnt in that much of a good mode in the field trip.....its really.....disturbing.....i cant find my true self.....it dont make sence dose it....? if you havent noticed....there is 4 sides of me.....1 is school a like half devil half angel kinda person......2nd side is wit friends.....i cant explane that one becase.......i cant lol...3rd home umm.....its like 90 percent is good and 10 is not that great....... and 4th is church.....i have 99.9% is good and .1% is not.....have you ever felt this....?

hello....ya umm..... how is everyone doing?.... i hope your all doin good..... umm.....i got back from the trip......and it hurts!! iam in pain.....but in a funny kinda way.... lol.... well not funny but still.... tracy slep over ^^....we had fun....well we didnt have time because i came so late so she is stay over for today and then kristina is gonna come and then i hope cris and ester comes ^^..... well have a good weekend and have a fun vacation...